Speculation only Fuels Satan Fire

Today is Thursday, February 18, 2010 and it’s almost 6:00 a.m. actually 5:43 eastern time. I’ve been awake early this morning as my emotions sometimes get in the way of my sleep patterns. As all of you know I’ve been blogging about Stephanie for almost 4months now and so much has happened. I must tell you that she’s still very sick and still needs prayers, prayers, and more prayers. I would even ask if you feel led to FAST for her healing I’m convinced that God would honor that. That must be your conviction although and would never ask you do anything that wasn’t God led. The Word tells us in Matthew 6:16-18 how to fast according to His word this cannot be of man but of God and only to be seen by God.

I must tell you over the last few weeks I’ve gone through several types of emotions and maybe that just might be where I’m at due to my life situation as most of you know I’m unemployed and have been now for almost 10 months so needless to say things have gotten tight. I try not to worry about that as I feel that is only a minor issue in my life compared to the issue of my sister Stephanie. I can’t tell you enough just how sick she’s become and I’m just heart broken for her and her family…….my parents, my brother and sisters……and to all those who truly care for Stephanie. Just to be honest I absolutely can not see where this road will lead, but no matter where this road is now I’m assured that our great God already knows and convinced that He’s still in control.

You know so much as happened that can’t be understood……we’ve had people tell us so many different things some true, some false, and some not even to be spoken of. I’m convinced that Stephanie will come through this with the help of our Great Savior Jesus. We had some to say that she shouldn’t be on medicine, some to say that she’s not as sick as it appears, some to say that she may never get better etc……I msut say the truth may only be seen from the eye’s of God and I feel we must and shouldn’t speculate on where, what or how she is and I must tell you I’ve done this many times. I do believe the truth about her illness is very deep and that it must eventually come out I’m not sure if it’s chemical brain imbalanced, self induced depression that it is so deep, or really what it really is. I do know that Satan is trying his best to destroy her and her family and I hate him for that and I’m committed to praying against his destructive ways against my sister Stephanie. I also must tell you that through this I’m praying for God to use it for His glory as my oldest sister Cammie said to me last week that at the end of this no matter what method of healing it will take that we are going to give all glory to the Lord of Heaven who is the Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit.

Stephanie is no longer at Hope's Inn and has been hopitalized as I will not disclose where as you will not be able to see her. Her Husband is in the process of making other arrangements for her continued care. Pray that his decisions will be the right decisions, pray that God will just lead him as I know he desires his wife to be whole and healthy and his desire is to have her back home with him and their children. I feel this will continue to be a length process but at the end our pray continues to be for ultimate healing.

And this is my focus for this blog this morning that it all belongs to Jesus the great physician, the Master of All Healing, The King all who know Him and the one that I bow down to and worship. He is the great all mighty God who can and will Heal Stephanie.

In closing let’s all pray to our King to fight this fight, to win this battle, to march Stephanie to victory, and to FREE her torment.

Praise the Lord, Praise the Lord Praise the Lord for He is Worthy of our Praise!