Frustration and Compassion

Compassion I must have, but frustration builds up as this journey continues. Today is the 24th day that Stephanie has been here and I think for me by far my hardest day in dealing with it all. So I pray for GRACE from God that I can show it to her and my family and not vent my frustration at anyone (sorry but I think I’ve vented on everyone today forgive me Lord) As I’ve said many times when I went through depression and afterwards it’s really hard to grab onto and understand so dealing with it on the other side is very difficult. I do feel that she’s not had the best of days today and at one time I really said to myself God is she ever going to get through this. Lord is this just what she been dealt but once I cleared the confusion on my thoughts (and we know the author of confusion is Satan, and I refuse to give him any credit) I continue to realize that this is really beyond me or any other person, but through our sovereign Lord healing will be achieved! What is impossible in us is very possible with HIM! I want to go back to my basic prayer request that 1st the med’s that she’s taking really move fast within her brain and stimulate the imbalance. 2nd That her thoughts become like a vapor and that any thinking of her not being saved and that there is no hope for her, and that she’s doomed is just a compete lie from Satan. Lord Jesus just let the Holy Spirit be her compass of protection and give her the reasoning power to put 2 and 2 together, that everything she says is not even scripturally based. 3rd Pray that the timing of her return back to TN is in His time not anyone else’s as I truly believe at this point if she went back in the next few days that her condition would reverse backwards, as I believe that 100% mind ready is the only way to return. Lastly pray without ceasing for God to just work a mighty, mighty, mighty miracle!!
In closing I want to once again just thank your all for your support and prayers that has already taken place. What a family we have in Christ, what friends that has been established over the years to just take the effort to pray, to read this blog, to call her, it means so much as once she’s well she will be able to know that she was prayed and ministered to in so many ways! Also feel free to post notes on the blog to her with scripture that may mean something to you for he, as His word is without void! If not scripture just something of encouraging words just to let her know hey we care and we want you to get well!

Last lets thank you Lord Jesus for the healing we've seen thus far and what we will see in the future! I just give HIM all glory and praise…..AMEN