God where do we go from here?

Here we are on Friday, November 20, 2009 and I’m really just feeling helpless as Stephanie’s progress is moving very slowly with little or no changes. As I blogged last week I was very encouraged and thought by this time this week she would be really heading toward healing and out from this darkness that has seized and consumed her, but that isn’t the case and I for one am very discouraged. So as I blog this morning it will be more of a prayer, a prayer of hope, a prayer of desperateness, a prayer that our Father in Heaven will receive through our advocate King Jesus.
Lord first let me just praise you and thank you for where we are since day 1 as I see much improvement in the condition of Stephanie, and that improvement deserves our praise to You and You only! Oh, God many things need to happen as Stephanie is saying that she’s going home this weekend. Lord I’m convinced that she’s not ready to go home and I know that she’s wanting to see her family God, but Lord I asked that you work that out and that her family will understand that it’s just not time for her to be able to return to them yet as she is in no shape to resume her responsibilities as a wife, mother, or really anything else. Lord I continue to pray for a complete healing of her mental mindset and that through you she will win this battle once and for all as it’s been going on for years. Also Lord I pray that you put the right people in front of her and surround her with a legion of your Holy Angels for the protection of only You could give. God this is just hard, it hard to comprehend, God I’m trying to understand as this is really just hard to grasp. Lord daily I have to remind myself that you are in control that you know where this is going and how it’s going to end up! Lord where is this going? How is this going to heal? Lord I search you out to change this situation, Lord I pray that you remove any or all obstacles that might be standing in the way of total healing….Lord I have no idea what that might, but you are aware of all. God just allow Stephanie to have that peace that You are her God and that Satan as no dominion over her as You are the AUTHORITY. You are her God, You are the most High, You are the Alpha and the Omega that all things are under you not over You! Amen
Friends, today is critical and decisions have to be made join me in asking our Lord that the right decision be made for Stephanie. Pray that everyone involved will be lead from the Spirit of the Most High and not from our own self serving will!